Everything

After everything, distance does matter even we struggle to believe it is an effort from one place to another in any situation. You will encounter it anyway in life.

fights

Not every fights are worth fighting. You will lose at the battle ground without knowing that you can get up again to believe in yourself after that. Know yourself to know your boundaries about everything. Don't trap yourself in it forever. Second opinion won't matter afterall. Plan if you need to, wisely.

This was just losing.

Apa?

Ya, kau.
Apa yang kau cuba lakukan?
Mencipta harapan
Membina kenangan
Yang akhirnya kau musnahkan.

The struggling in a dream

Last night was merely a nightmare for me. I can't surely stop thinking of about it, i am feeling stressed somehow remembering that dream. A dream where you are a person that everyone else around you want you to be. That is just the first stage i guess where i am packing up my things hastily to an unknown place while my family was very happy i guess as they are asking me to be hurry and i might be late for it. Too bad i woke up to find that it's just a dream and i can't sleep much after that due to overthinking of course.

Plus i think it's because i want to my find my way so much and yet it require more than anything, to sacrifice everything that you want to make your family happy.

just be yourself, that is more than enough.

To get to know people who is their mind enormously different from you and that moment  it feels like it requires more than anything to get best in you when you are talking to them. It's not about give up in knowing people more but it is an honour actually, exchanging good topics with them and don't be too hard about it anyway. 

Make your circles big while you still can. Talk to people, be kind, be humble, discover yourself in old or new hit songs, travel more if you can. Importantly, read more books, and do not limit your reading to certain author only.

Urusan.

semua makin sibuk mengejar waktu. sekarang bukan lah waktunya seperti dulu.
biar yang baru mula langkah atau sudah melangkah jauh di tengah.
ketepikan segala kemungkinan
dan segala jenis pemikiran yang berlainan. 
segala urusan tolak tepi,untuk yang memerlukan kerjasama esok hari.