Last night was merely a nightmare for me. I can't surely stop thinking of about it, i am feeling stressed somehow remembering that dream. A dream where you are a person that everyone else around you want you to be. That is just the first stage i guess where i am packing up my things hastily to an unknown place while my family was very happy i guess as they are asking me to be hurry and i might be late for it. Too bad i woke up to find that it's just a dream and i can't sleep much after that due to overthinking of course.
Plus i think it's because i want to my find my way so much and yet it require more than anything, to sacrifice everything that you want to make your family happy.