The struggling in a dream

Last night was merely a nightmare for me. I can't surely stop thinking of about it, i am feeling stressed somehow remembering that dream. A dream where you are a person that everyone else around you want you to be. That is just the first stage i guess where i am packing up my things hastily to an unknown place while my family was very happy i guess as they are asking me to be hurry and i might be late for it. Too bad i woke up to find that it's just a dream and i can't sleep much after that due to overthinking of course.

Plus i think it's because i want to my find my way so much and yet it require more than anything, to sacrifice everything that you want to make your family happy.

hal

Kerana hal hati itu merumitkan,
Merungkaikan pelbagai persoalan,
Membuka banyak jalan,
Jadi elok dibiarkan,
Tanpa fikirkan apa yang jadi di masa hadapan.

just be yourself, that is more than enough.

To get to know people who is their mind enormously different from you and that moment  it feels like it requires more than anything to get best in you when you are talking to them. It's not about give up in knowing people more but it is an honour actually, exchanging good topics with them and don't be too hard about it anyway. 

Make your circles big while you still can. Talk to people, be kind, be humble, discover yourself in old or new hit songs, travel more if you can. Importantly, read more books, and do not limit your reading to certain author only.

jangan

hello again it's you and me

That was my fav lyric from Bon Jovi actually, a song called (You Want To) Make A Memory. The lyrics is quite meaningful in every way. It can be anything and you can relate it somehow. I would share it here later.

Sebenarnya tengah fikir nak padam atau tidak blog ini. Kerana membaca post-post lama membuatkan kita tenggelam seketika di ruang yang dicipta dahulu. Jika memadamnya pun, ia tak merubah apa pun untuk  siapa engkau hari ini. 

Tagih

Lama tidak berjumpa
Cuba diatur juga
Tagih perhatian
Mahukan jawapan
Untuk setiap kenangan
Untuk satu persahabatan
Yang diharap berkekalan.

Mengapa

Hutan konkrit hutan batu, mengapa hati keras sebegitu?

Please.

To look at their face and knowing that you are such a dissapointing person that breaks their heart always. Change for better, be a good example to others. You know yourself more. Please.

Maaf.

Maaf tidak akan punya makna jika bukan pada waktunya.